What the Fuck Does That Mean?

Last night I had one of the more bizarre dreams I can remember.

My dream started with me getting ready to go to bed- brushing my teeth, etc- and then laying down and reading a couple pages of 'On the Road' before I fell asleep. Once I started drifting off (and dreaming, I can't remember about what...) I suddenly started to wake up again, and I could feel something over my face. I started to feel very afraid because I couldn't breathe- someone was holding a pillow over my face. I could feel their forearms against my face through the pillow, pushing it into my face really hard. I couldn't sit up. I tried to reach out to push them off of me, but on the other side of the pillow- no one was there. I could feel their arms pushing down so hard, but they weren't there.

I woke up as I was suffocating.

You know, sometimes I think insomnia may not be the worst thing in the world.